joy and pain seems ironical that they have come to me at tha same time but as fucked as my life is, tat seems to be the case....my joy revolves arnd finalli wakin up to bein tha old mel and have resolved some naggin irritants and put them in their place but the biggest joy seems to be a change in camp wher its a direct change from hell to heaven, the very notion of leavin my former camp was an mirage but now its so better at my camp, the people is good, the air arnd the base is pretty easy, i know i just will like it there, thank god for this man...
We were close, i screwed up, we split, now i yearn for u back, needin u ever so much...god i miss u so much and every min i try find a way to be closer to you but the future seems ever so bleak, theres so much i wanna say so much i wanna do but everytime a chance comes i blow it, i am nervous around u and u seriousli make me fear wat i say and do, i knw i need u and want u but have no idea how to get around to it...God, i love u...
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